![]() ![]() When I was on the 9th week of my Thursday fasting and the book was on second revision, I had a strange dream. ![]() There is a quote in the book “This can only be read by someone whom Baba wants.” My daily life was getting easier and I was getting strength to bear the situation. I started reading it with faith along with Thursday fasting. The one who finishes reading it in seven days gets his wish fulfilled. It is the wonderful life and teachings of Sai Baba. Later I found out that it’s the equivalent of reading Bhagwat Gita. ![]() Being a Sai Bhakt, I had no idea about these blessings to mankind. One day I randomly came across a video on YouTube and heard of Shri Sai Satcharitra. These emotions when combined are no less than suicide bombing. Slowly I started slipping into depression, anxiety and over thinking. Each time these statements shattered me and questioned my future. The reply came “We are sorry but we do not have any job for you” (not to forget that I was still applying for other jobs meanwhile but with hard luck). I requested my manager thrice in the span of three months to reconsider the decision taken on me. I continued praying and asking for forgiveness. I knew that my prayers were not reaching Him. I felt guilt inside as how selfish I am to remember Baba when I need Him the most. And like a selfish person I started praying to Baba as we all do when we realize that our bad days have started. My life suddenly turned upside down after a five minutes phone call from my manager. ![]() My parents are in their old age and I am the only earning member of my family. I never thought that I would ever be in this situation. It was February 15, 2021, I lost my well paid job due to the pandemic. ![]()
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